I Want To Be A Cat!

I need more than 24 hours in a day. I need more Fridays and Saturdays in my week. I need more money! Serious. I need more money so Man With A Drill can slow down. And more than anything else, I need more lives than just one. I wish I were a cat. I want NINE lives! One for every dream in my heart!

Did I tell you I love life. Every fiber of it. I haven't had a chance to sit down and write for sometime and I gotta say, I love breathing and living. And I love writing about it all. And for me it's not enough to just go about each day living mundanely. NO,  I want to live  and breath pasionately, with heart and soul. Yes, passion, the kind you can feel right down to your toes. I want to taste and feel and experience all the good life has to offer up.

There are so many things I want to do, so many things I'd like to see. And I want to be good at something before I die! Not just OK, but GOOD, GREAT infact! I have always hated average. I want to really excell at something in my life. I want to leave my mark in this life. I want to leave footprints that can't be erased. The kind that are so big all of my posterity can fit inside.

I have so many things left to do in this life and I'm already 55! This is where I write, good hell!  I don't know what is wrong with me but I didn't really know what I loved until now. I didn't know what I wanted to do until now. I suppose it's because I wanted to be a mother first and foremost. And I did that. I'm still doing it, but now I finally have some time to do the things I'm personally dreaming of. I guess I've finally realized, I didn't dream past motherhood. Here I am and I'm just starting to dream of all the things I want to do before I die. And now I'm old. Gotta say it, good hell! So, I wanna be a cat. Please, God, please can I have nine lives? I love the one you've given me right now! You've given me the greatest life. And now, I don't want to sound greedy, but I want nine more, cause lets face it, I'm more than half way done in this one!

I hope Heaven is going to be fun. I'm worried. Some people are so serious when it comes to religion. You gotta admit it can be a tad boring. I hope Heaven is going to be earth life without the emenities of the hell that sometimes surrounds us here, cause sometimes this life can be pure hell. I hope when I travel from this earthly sphere and I land in the next heavenly one, I hope it's fun there and I can go on dreaming and doing all of the things I wanted to do here. And if not, then I'm going to need eight more lives to spend down here. Even that is a scanty number for all the things I want to do!

The picture you see above was taken in California on Deserey's graduation trip. I took that picture. I can't tell you how one single photograph speaks to my heart. My soul is in those waves, churning with a desire break into life and roll up on a million differnt shores.

And since I doubt I'm ever going to be a cat. I have to say, God has given me more blessings in this life than I ever deserved. So I'll be content, grateful for everything He's blessed me with and I'll pray I can make the most of my time I have left here. I hope it's a good long while. I pray he'll bless me to use my time here wisely. It's so precious. And then maybe, just maybe, someday when it's all over, I can stand in some line up in Heaven and request a re-visit ticket so I can come down here and do it again.

I love walking, living, breathing and experiencing the greatest journey ever!